well life is getting back to normal....a little. whatever normal is. I keep hearing 'this is the new normal' but truthfully it's not. in fact it's as far from normal as I can possibly imagine. what it actually is ...I really don't know. but apparently what the new normal means is ...... 1. okay the... Continue Reading →

okay I admit it, up until a week or so ago I haven't been here in like....ages. y'know how it is... there's always a bijillion things that need doing and only half a bajillion hours in which to do them.  the way I figure- that means not a hell of a lot of time to... Continue Reading →

Dear diary...how's tricks? life is weird....all the time. at this point it's becoming cliche to ask- is it monday or thursday? i'm not asking to be funny i really have no idea what today is. all i do know is that i am frequently -inexplicably waking drenched in anxiety right before nighttime turns to day.... Continue Reading →